talking,chatting.mumbling,speech.......

bla,bla,bla,bla,.......everyday we speak...almost every second......but how come we cant't speak properly...arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i only know how to speak confidently in bahasa. english????not so into me...but i try...like today.need to debate.yeah i'm use to debate but in bahasa...once it come to english i can feel the burden of not knowing so much vocabulary,fright of making mistake and more....but i simply didn't care 'bout all of that and still go on with my stand...well i speak quite well in front of people....how to improve this skill????  

prove it wrong!!!!!!

well.....i have read something that make me thinking......i hate that story actually....why???easy i just disagree with the theme still i read it cause it my habit to finish something after i read it....you can judge it yourself.....

"When I was six years old I met him in the playground and he came up to me with a daisy, just the one, and knelt on both knees and asked me to marry him. So I pushed him over then ran away. Two days later he came over and asked if he could play cops and robbers with me and from that day on we played everyday.

At 11 on my first day of Secondary school I was so nervous but at lunch time he came to find me, and we sat down and ate lunch together. We did this everyday for an entire year. You were the first person I told about everything, about my crushes, about my lessons and about all the people I hated, and when I was 13 and thought I was the only one who had never been kissed, you offered to show me how, and by the tree in your backgarden we shared our first kiss.

At 15 we went to our first proper house party, and I got drunk. Even though I made a fool of myself you were there to help me stand strong. You didnt judge and you didnt make fun.

Over the next year we began to seperate, made different friends. I got my first serious boyfriend and you went through quite a few girlfriends. And then it got to May and that meant the prom. Everything had been arranged, I'd been getting my outfit for months and then the day before I found out my boyfriend had cheated on me. The first person I turned to was you. You turned up at my door with a bouquet of roses and a vintage 1950's car.

I laughed that night
I cried that night

We had three glorious yars together, when everyday I would smile. Even on the last when your mother stood up, in the church infornt of your coffin and began reading from your diary:

"I saw you when I was six stood by the bench in a blue checked dress and daisy shoes and I needed to give an other daisy just because.... Becuase i loved you from that day on"

His wedding vows written the day after prom, that I will never get to hear."

oh my!!!!!

well,my body start dying now....i just come back from camping....tired like hell actually.but the camp was great.so fun and give me very very very memorable experience,love that moment...come back to reality now....i just realize that so much thing i need to do and remember.oh my god.....help me again and again please,i hate test....it make me got BRAIN-ACHE....

inSane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lately,there is too much to handle...i can't focus.there only one me...how can i manage sooooooooo many thing....class at morning till late of afternoon.meeting and theater practices at night.get at room by 12 a.m then start to do assignment and revision for exam....ohhhhh.....not that i hate all this thing...but please give me a break to have a proper time to took care my skin,i really want go to spa,get a massage and have a nice hair treatment. hope can handle all the thing before i start behave like living corpse..     

nothing much than...

well,my world start as usual.go to lecture that i hate.finish an assignment and do other things.what great...i got lot lot lot of money right now......hahahahaha,feel great isn't.i just feel can do anything cause i got money now.well, my schedule right now,totally pack,what the #*$%!!! i' totally dying

whewww.....

well,its stars to be busy now....and i quite sure that i will not posting anything in this raya.why??? i'm being busy.i have to do lot of thing because it is raya.so don't worry after raya i will start blogging like normal though i knew there will be lot to do.hmmm.....simply didn't care.....

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL!!!!

smile makes me....

a great life for  week.

1. overnight at KL with friends
2. shopping with family
3. finished assignment
4. fully watched 2 drama and 1 movie
5. get 3 box of domino for free
6. download top 10 billboard song
7. re-act TWILIGHT and make it to gay vampire
8. hanging out with my really good friend
9. skip one of my class
10.  get a really proper rest

with all this thing happen,how could i say this...hmmmm.....FANTASTIC!!!!!!!