love complex.....

more thing i know,heard and see 'bout love make me feel so grateful that i not in love or liking someone.Love Is Sick...so many problem related to it.let i list the problem related to love;

1. jealousy
2. thinking to much 'bout it
3. time management
4. stress
5. friends
6. hearth-ache
7. compatibility

actually there is more and more problem related to love,but i just didn't know how to express it in proper way.so up there is some of it....

yeah..love is something that almost everybody want,but for me let it came naturally...we don't have to care or search it too much.just be yourself and relax....

giving something....

well...it's quiet hard for me to give something to someone else,but for some reasons i feel want to give something (more to belanja orang lain la).so all the kangkung that i harvest today i will eat it with my classmate...hmmm,a new experience though.

why crying?????

well,i just search video in youtube 'bout super junior and at their concert heechul-shii was crying really hard.

Super Junior 3rd album promo-sorry sorry (now they had their 4th album-BONAMANA)

OMG!!!!it really shock me,and the reasons for him crying is unknown....emmm..... crying is really something strange.why i say like this...look when we sad we cry..happy we cry and sometimes angry we also cry...how tears form actually,in biology from what i learn tears will form when our brain got a stimuli from what we feel,brain will send signal to our eye gland and mineral in eye gland will starts to fill up the eye and when it too much of it..it will become tear that falling down and that we called cry.owh what the nonsense i was talking right now...forget about that.what i wonder is only how we feel so sad and crying really hard..erghhh.........i can't think about that (had i lost my sense?????)

just realize some......

well,after i start blogging realize something (after i took a look at other blogs) everybody have their hidden side in their self and sometime we can see it through their blog.me????i'm not really sure if i got hidden side in myself,maybe.whatever it is,hidden self is not something bad and release it on blog is a good thing compare to you suddenly being nut....

paDDy fielD....

"nasi lemak,nasi ayam,nasi beriani...." all so nice...when we start to eats we start to eat more and more.but do we know how to produce rice that we eat more and more...owh.......it really hard actually start from the seed untill it grow.oh god...who knew that i will do all the thing.luckily my course here make me do that.i quiet sure this is my first and last time in my entire life to go into the "sawah".ERGHHHHHH!!!!! i really need go to the spa after go into the "sawah',especially for my nail.i want do a manicure....but, i got few thing that i will remember till forever;

1. i go into the "sawah"
2. i plant a paddy
3. i sacrifice my skin and nail to get into the "sawah"
4. i drive a thing called 'kabota' (i didn't know it real name)
5. i really impressive with all people that work in "sawah"
6. i gonna appreciate to all the petani now!!!!

One thing that i know is,i realize that tagline 'Sebutir Beras Ibarat Setitik Peluh Petani' is really cool.......  

MISERY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh yeah
Oh yeah
So scared of breaking it
But you won't let it bend
And I wrote two hundred letters
I won't ever send
Somehow it is cut so much
Deeper then they seem
You'd rather cover up
I'd rather let them be
So let me be
And I'll set you free
[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't no other
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
Gonna get you back
Your salty skin and how
It mixes in with mine
The way it feels to be
Completely intertwined
It's not that I didn't care
It's that I didn't know
It's not what I didn't feel,
It's what I didn't show
So let me be
And I'll set you free
[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't no other
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
Gonna get you back
Say your faith is shaken
You may be mistaken
You keep me wide awake and
Waiting for the sun
I'm desperate and confused
So far away from you
I'm getting here
Don't care where I have to go
Why do you do what you do to me, yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
Why do you do what you do to me yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't no other
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
Gonna get you back

nice song with nice video clip...what a great song to hear everyday and everytime....
start to love this song...Maroon 5 never disappoint me.This love never ending and i never go home without you is the best ever thing to remember.i'm quiet sure all girl will harder to breath when saw lead vocal of this group,Adam Levine at sunday morning.Ahhhh.....what a nice day with the sun and hundred of secret to share but there not enough time, nothing last forever...Well,i get a wake up call with the fresh air and it makes me wonder if life is a story that will have a sad ending,something that everyone want to avoid.sorry,i just can't stop mumble right now,but you can continue reading because just take little of your time.How i can get back in my life with all the problem though i don't know nothing about this life.what the hard world,this totally makes me MISERY.just a feeling of me that make me realize that i'm still human.please give me a little more time to rest.i simply didn't get enough sleep this day.this totally makes me stutter and wanna runaway to another galaxy.so,for a conclusion i will never gonna leave this bed for this weekend.goodnight,goodnight.....

What da HECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In life there few things that i seriously want :

        1-MONEY

        2-HAPPINESS     

        3-FRIEND

        4-FAME                             

But, to achieve all the things is really hard.

Why????

How could i do all other thing when i study...Of course i have to make sure i got a good pointer right.(World now day always look at academic achievement;nonsense).But the good thing is,i got friend.The bad thing is,i don't have MONEY which is so important to me.....

No money make my desire to life more less......

Fool GArden_Lemon Tree...

I wonder how,
i wonder why,
yesterday tou told me 'bout the blue-blue sky,
but all that i can see i just a yellow lemon tree....

A very nice song to me...i realy love this song actually..and i already sing and record it(even is my voice is quite similar to monster).But i enjoy this.it make me feel batter.i dont think in life we must follow and be somebody else.enough be ourself